Exhausted

I am exhausted. I am frustrated. I am very very very very very tired.

Wasting my tears once was enough. Now again. I don't want to be affected anymore. Mummy says to leave you be too. I'm so thankful i told her right from the start. It made things so much easier to explain when she saw me in that state when i was with the dancers. And they were so cute haha trying to cover up saying it was because chan was leaving/tears of joy or something. They didn't have to she knows.

So that's it. I'm done. With you. To think I even had a glimmer of hope when YOU asked to talk to me.

I'm really so tired.


P.s I'm sorry Chan. I hope you'll lead a beautiful like in the UK and I wish you all the best!