Happy

Received quite a lot of my prelim 1 results today. Some have made me real happy and others have not, and I really wonder whether or not I could've done better for the papers that have upset me.

Frankly I'm always afraid to talk about results with my friends, cus I think I easily wind up saying stuff that makes them feel even worse - and that makes me feel like shit. But I think I'm really insensitive when it comes to results, and I'm trying real hard to change. In this aspect, I think the only person I can really talk to is my mum. But sometimes it backfires, and she ends up nagging and saying I haven't tried my best instead and I'm like :'(

My heart really breaks when any of us feel sad. I just want everybody to score well and be happy together. There's still the eventual Os! Hope that all those disheartened won't give up, cus I believe in happy endings :) we'll graduate happy, receive our results happy, and all be happy. Ok I know abit idealistic but still that'd be a dream come true.